Life has been one big blur lately. I got a new phone, and after syncing all my apps to it, I uninstalled my last social media apps besides youtube. I think I had some imagining that my life would improve substantially once I stopped spending time on social media. But that's not really true. I still go through mental health ups and downs. Recently has felt like a little bit of a down phase. I got a little dizzy sitting down too fast at the gym the other day, and suddenly my hypochondriatic mind zeroed in on that, and I've been noticing all the other times in day-to-day life that I feel a little lightheaded. Even if I have a decent enough reason to be a little lightheaded, like when I first wake up in the morning. And of course, it's in my nature that I must panic about it. I hate it. I hate the unknown. I hate the powerless feeling of not knowing if something is wrong with me, or if I'm just overreacting.
Anyway, I know this is brief, but I wanted to check in here and release some of my anxiety onto the internet. This weekend is Pokemon Go Fest, and I am planning to spend pretty much from morning to night running around with the local Pokemon Go group, catching pokemon and raiding. It should be fun and hopefully a distraction from my incessant overthinking.